I don't know why...
I finally talked to someone on IM today that I haven't talked to in AGES and AGES. Probably a year or more. We just kinda picked up where we left off.
Anywase, I don't know why it bothers me so, but her boyfriend just upped and left her about 5 months ago. I don't know why but this really just put me down in the dumps. Not like theres a whole lot I can do for her -- no words I can say that other people haven't already said. I don't know. Anywase, it's really depressed me.
Maybe it was because they seemed like a great and beautiful couple -- and I hate seeing beautiful things destroyed. Maybe it's because I feel protective of my friends. Maybe it's because I hate dealing with such hard emotions because I put up with that growing up. Maybe it's because I just don't know what to do to cheer her up. Maybe it's because gloomy people rub off on those of us who are too empathetic. Maybe it's because *I* shouldn't be feeling this way -- I should be doing my best to pick up her spirits.
Ahh well. Things will work out -- they always do.
*keeps telling himself that*
--B--
Posted by BBBach at
05:21 PM
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